Hidden Feelings

Please ignore my tears, Because there's always Myself I have. Sorry if I'm rude, I apologize for Letting myself hide such pain. I'll eventually feel better, Shall be calm. I can't help but miss my friends.. Can't fight back nostalgia… I often even look too far ahead. Feelings of anxiety Linger within me… Lying about how I feel, Is my way of strength. My emotions and thoughts, When mixed together, Are too difficult to understand. So many reasons and excuses I can use to remain silent, And to explain. In the end though, No one will truly understand. So I'll remain reliant Upon myself. Will try not to depend On anyone else.