Hidden Anguish

Written: January 21, 2024
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Its lack of meaning is puzzling
The smile on my face
The pure one is evanescent
I ditched you in afar space
Nobody cares of my anguish
Or even witness my tears
They presume I'm laughing
Yet I regret not having you here
Nobody grasps how inure it is
They believe me to be fearless
I'm told it won't harm me
Yet, I suppose this is witless.

Vivid feelings for you turn idle
They believe I was set free
Still, it's as if chains bind me
I am tangled in the mystery
Nobody feels I need you badly
They expect I can handle it alone
But they don't grasp I'm bawling
In a state of utter lassitude
Today, I lost something dear
I lost something unreal
The core of my soul has left lately
My loss has devastated me
My beliefs have vanished
Once I felt adducible, I lost
I lost my core convictions
In sadness, I cry—why me?

analogyangstcharacterlossfree verse

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Howard Kerr

January 22, 2024 at 1:17 PM

Dear Sotto Poet, A poem of deep anguish and complicating emotions is always a formidable challenge for the writer. Yours is a work of unparalleled enduring quality. You explore the harrowing world of loss and tragedy with the utmost compassion. I’m flattered by your generous reaction to my Pearl-Eyed Riser 2 work Howard Kerr

Silent One

January 22, 2024 at 12:54 PM

Your poignant poem skilfully captures the complexity of emotions surrounding a personal loss. The opening lines, "Its lack of meaning is puzzling. The smile on my face," immediately set the tone for a contemplative exploration of the disconnect between external appearances and internal struggles...

Ink Empress

January 22, 2024 at 8:39 AM

Ah dr sotto what a deep and heartfelt poem is this, do poignant and how sometimes people dont see the hidden feelings beneath smiles, it takes some special souls to realize and see the truth behind ones strength , the anguish and grief of loss, and how one grieves the loss of their truth and core convictions which they lost, while tangled in mystery! The way you express through various forms of poetry is always so very impressive and soulful! Another one of your impeccable poems! Pleasure readin

Speaks Volumes

January 22, 2024 at 8:11 AM

Sad for you. I am sure those that say you are better off, only say it to convince you not to let the feeling of loss get too great. Its a way we humans have to console others, but not always the best way. Your poem is so touching Las, I feel the anguish that caused you to write such a poem, so wonderfully well. Cheers sweet friend.

Sara Kendrick

January 22, 2024 at 6:16 AM

Wow!! Lost your core convictions. That is serious unless your core beliefs or convictions were leading you the wrong way. Thanks for sharing this one with us and for dropping by my page. Sara K

Vijay Pandit

January 22, 2024 at 5:59 AM

Such forlorn words paint saddened emotions: --Still, it's as if chains bind me I am tangled in the mystery---I hear the anguish. Well delivered, my friend.