Hey Alex

Hey Alex you were just a number Used and abused into a slumber All those tours hoping you would blunder Slicing your brain like a cucumber No Gordon you don't know I'm the stronger person which I can show Your so weak I can get you anytime Your my next statistic in the line Alex your out of my head All you want to do is make me dead But you can't win this little war In my head your such a bore No Gordon I am inside your head That's why I know you should be dead But I am stronger than your therapies The more you do the more I'll tease When your feeling really low I will strike with a mighty blow Make you think about losing your life Leaving behind your kids and your wife Hey Alex you just can't see Your in the past like history You repeat your little fantasy Your so wrong you can't do anything to me Yes you have caused me to doubt But isn't that what learnings about I am stronger than you think So take a hike the sky is pink But I am the black dog that sits on Yr shoulder All those years of you being a soldier Making you think about all you've seen I'm a killer you know what I mean No Alex your in my past I can put you to bed at last I am stronger can't you see There is nothing you can do to me But Gordon I am you All I'm doing is so true I can make you feel insane My name is Alex I'm inside your brain Yes you are inside of me But I now have clarity Your a part of my past My recovery will rid you at last The only memories you have left Are my scars when I was bereft But the stronger I become Is the sign that Alex your done I know you will remain with me But now I know and I can see Your bad, sad, and not good So I've coveted you with a gag and hood Hey Gordon you can not rid me I am you you are me Without each other You've lost your brother Just like others I had the control I am your psychotic troll I have taken more than you'd imagine Because trauma is now a fashion No Alex get back to bed Tablets keep you outta my head It's time for you to say goodbye As I have won and you are to die Once you've gone away My poetry and rhyme will play To help others who have this battle Your partners will be herded like cattle So if you do struggle with demons Talk to friends therapists taste the lemon Your stronger than them in your head Then a good night's sleep you'll get in bed