Her Poison

Blue is such a sad color on you
I said to myself as I said to myself as I watched you leave again deja vu
And as much as I want to say it's not my fault
If I had the choice, I'd probably choose wrong again just to be with you
Knowing I'm not supposed to be
The ocean blue eyes would drown me every time and I know how to swim
I ignored the answers and proceeded to ask too many questions
Everyone thinks hell is hot but it's really just the pain we will feel on earth repeating until the record breaks 
How many mistakes will it take
Until you admit this is not just an accident 
And how many times will I crash with you before my life is totaled 
I can't answer that question, but I know the answer is wrong 
So, please when you leave this time at least close the door behind you 
I hate the cold draft that blows in suicidal thoughts and low self-esteem as you leave
So, this time I'll shine the light on as you crawl out at night because I don't want to be alone with my dark thoughts
But it's better than being alone with you
p.s. this one was murder not suicide...
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