Her

So goodbye and farewell I'll be just fine I'll be swell to escape form this ****ty hand that I have been dealt And As I pushed her out I whispered to myself I don't know her anymore and I can no longer dwell So I continued to walk out that door as she continued to yell I could feel her essence begin to disappear I could distort her voice into screams I no longer wanted to hear Into dreams I no longer wanted to fear Because I was scared to feel the idea of waking up without her here But her impression was faded including everything in between never spoke of that I hated then one night being obnoxiously intoxicated it came to mind to be created that I was no longer obligated to feel that sort of hatred Especially for all the times she laid on her back naked just to fake it and I'm thinking to myself I'm way too ****ing wasted I don't know how much longer of this that I can take and when did not having an answer spread through this relationship like cancer what I offered was everlasting but she managed to not make it last her just like last year my biggest fear was to hear that I was the reason to bring her tears but I learned through the years she was real quick to judge but never quick to look in the mirror and now I'm here now I'm alone standing 6 foot tall watching everyone I know knock on my 6 foot wall but my bricks will never fall for someone so ungrateful and hateful who has everything and still wants it all