Help Me Understand

© Francis Maugo

Help me understand;
Why you want me back 
The arrogant and heartless Basis.
Was I not your source of grief and nightmares?
Was I not your bondage and source of oppression ?

Help me understand;
Why do you want me back?
After all those series of torment, anguish
And pain you inflicted on my younger heart.
Was I not the the reason behind
Your daily lamentations and wails?

Help me understand;
Are you giving up on your "religion"
 And "new form of worship"?
What happened to your new "friends"
That you constantly defended whenever
You could be giving me fake affection?
What happened to your constant "holy pilgrimages"?
Do you want to tolerate sinning with
The devil incarnate Basis?

Help me understand;
What came over you that made you
To want to take me back?
Was I not the arrogant and disgrace to you and
Your new " heavenly compatriots"?
Was I not the big threat to your brighter future?
Was I not the the BA- and not 
the BASIS you used to adore?

Help me understand;
Do you want to now kill me 
After maiming my heart?
Was it not you who celebrated when 
I had to accept your divorce letter despite
My tireless efforts to broker peace between us?

Help me understand
Was it not you and your belated fellow daughters of Jerusalem danced and jubilated 
While drinking my blood that was gushing from
My bleeding heart you had maimed?

Help me understand;
Are you on a mission to send me to the grave?
Have you recruited enough "friends" 
To come with you and dance on my graveyard?
Kindly help me understand
Why do you want me back
Oh poor me ? son of Maugo.

Copyright © | Year Posted 2022



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