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It's been too long, it hurts to open my eyes It's been long enough so I wake up to your face It's been too long, I can see through your lies It's been long enough come closer I can't stand this space Why are these days so long and the weeks so short Why is winter so cold and summer so warm Why are some born blessed and some born cursed Why do I love to feel love when I know how much it hurts Take my heart from me please and all of my feelings too Let me feel nothing, I wanna be numb so i forget about you Take my soul any hope for me has been lost, I'm broken Take my pride and will and destroy it, destroy me, I'm broken