Hello

I don’t know if ill ever be okay Each day I just want to run and hide In a cupboard, Something small Confined Alone with my own thoughts Ticking time bomb Can I just give up? There’s a gape so deep I don’t even know me anymore I can’t see myself In the mirror Faithless I RETREAT!! Can you hear me God Are you even there? I speak to you a thousand times I ask you why And I’m left alone Crowding my mind with doubt I can’t figure it out And I never will Its a consistent ache, A disease spreading slowly Overcoming my soul HELLO Why is it only ever me Deep in my mind I don’t get it And I know I never will