Hell and Back

hell and back Author: bard76 until I drop, unsteady, unsure, will not stop, fit to fall, above the world spins, the nurses call, shaking, uncertain, coma is my name, fitting to get fit, denying my urges, on my own I do sit, memories, true life urges, cold, hot water I drink, tablets they give me, my state, my drowsiness link, cramps in the stomach, pain in my head and throat, the nightmares are the worst, I sweat, fit and chock, never sleep as I wake, seconds of hell, arise in in shock. now knowing I have someone, and it all is in the past, blending my two lives, is never I will do again. the only tremor I get, is holding her had ~ ~ ~ ~ ~