Heavy heart

I’m so tired of goodbyes and I dread those new hellos I dread those new hellos because I can’t take another goodbye So I guess I’ll just stick to what I’m used to I try looking on the brighter side but somehow those energy suckers just come around and leave me less than full of life You get judged when you’re rich and you get judged when you’re pour I want to do better for my life I’m not staying broke my entire life I’m judged for not having kids but if I have them with the wrong person I’ll be judged even more I look around waiting for the hard work to pay off I get tired but I take no days off Hands in my pocket Walking around with a heavy heart Deep inside I’m falling apart and nobody knows Deep inside I scream I just want the success to come already I want to be better I think about my life on a daily Carrying these heavy heart around keeps my mind going like crazy