Heavy Heart

my soul will burn my heart will break so insecure always unsure hurting you hurting me pull you close push you far this is not a game feeling so much shame saying hi today goodbye tomorrow i'm like magic now you see me now you don't i am your ecstacy i am your disease i'll eat you once then i'm full you still want more making your whole body shake just to see how much you can take i make you squirt devouring you like my favorite dessert leaving you awed feeling like fraud i cannot give you love i am broken that is unspoken you will never get me so try and forget me