Heavy Heart

My heart is working differently Recently, It is not pulsing rhythmically It is beating very heavily Driving me to sadness slowly Yes, i am almost done with school Yet, i feel like a fool For letting everything spill Not keeping memories of me when i was still Young, passionate and free like the old me Now my heart is tearing whiling bleeding And i don't even have anything to back it I am already missing this place I have been here for four years I use to say i will never be able to miss It But, here i am leaving with a heavy heart Which will be left in scars Will I be able to move on in the morning Or will I be longing for it every morning And my heart will be feeling heavy every minute Or will i be able to find something to lighten it in the evening