Heaven can wait

Heaven can wait, I've got some living to do You're wrong if you think i'm Living for you Don't think I need you, I've spent my life living without you Heaven can wait, I've got some living to do I'm not the best poet I write with a Broken pen Blood dripping from my Open Skin It feels like my world is Closing in All of the pain I'm hoping ends Been in the cold world with no one offering to take me in Bipolar so i say some Crazy things Why does he Say these things? Trying to be every Damsel in distress's saviour and Every strong ladies, kings Always felt like there's So many beautiful girls how can I just pick one? I won't be removed from This Invisible throne I sit on Prince charming just declared himself a king Been stabbed in the back so much, bur I never Felt a thing All of this made me stronger, not weaker Sometimes the pain got deeper But guess who's still here and the pain isn't? I've learned to focus on what's in front of me, instead of trying to write the words on a page missing My previous heartbreak won't stop me from trying with Megan I've been dragged through hell, so me and Meg, can find our heaven I'm smiling because my past tears have dried I'm focusing on new dreams, now that my last fears have died Survived my suicide attempts, and my heart is beating I'm laughing and joking because my scars stopped bleeding I've battled my demons I didn't avoid the fight Heaven can wait, because I'm about to enjoy my life