Heartbreak

how many times can a heart break? how many times before the pieces don't fit together? does time truly heal all wounds? does it ever get better? I don't think I could do this again, don't think I could bear this type of agony. I hate that this is what I've become, an endless cycle of tragedy the weight is all-consuming a pressure that even substances can't shake it's present even while I'm sleeping borderline unbearable when I wake I miss the life I used to have, the one where I didn't care. if a higher power does exist, what made them think that this is fair? honestly, how many times can a heart break? how many times before the pieces don't fit together? does time truly heal all wounds? please tell me it gets better... k.s. <3