Heart Shaped Note

so i se you've open my heart thanks for asking permission first you'll have to excuse the mess i wasnt expecting company right now now that you're here, yuou may as well stay go ahead and make yourself comfortable good luck getting through all the junk most of this stuff is pretty old someday i'll get rid of things i'll probably keep some in storage too its gonna be awhile till i'm ready for all that though coming here may have been a mistake you could wind up regretting it i never asked for any of it in the first place its not my fault it isnt perfect maybe it'll work out for the best anything is possible i suppose please be real careful in here though i dont want anything else getting broken most of its fragile so handle with care if you ever do decide to leave for any reason i'd appreciate you letting me know i can lock the door behind you it was left wide open when the last one moved out you were able to easily sneak in without me even noticing i definately cant let that happen again once more would likely end up killing me if it reaches that point, it could mean that searching for love is just not worth it after all not worth risking my sanity and the abuse to my soul