Heart Disconnected

All the times I loved you Before my heart was shattered Crying and screaming at the phone Dead, my heart slowly beats End this pain called a breakup Falling through the endless pits Gone, my heart is disconnected from the world Hang up the phone Ignore the messages Just go to bed Kill the silence, play some sad tunes Let go of the hoodie Manual McAuliffe hoodie Night fall and soft crying Means so much as the clock strikes 3 am Open the cup of birthday cake ice cream Please say he was lying, that this was an misunderstanding Quiet down your soft tears that turned into sobs Razor blade can't fail you now, right? Swipe away at your skin Tears and blood run down your arms Under the sleeves hide even more white scars Verdis quo? I don't know but I know I don't wanna be alive Why does this affect me so much? X marks the spot where lay my dead heart You know how this goes, same stuff everytime Zane, I love you goodbye.