Heart Beat Away

sitting at the breakfast table as i eat the eggs you love so much the empty spot still sets here i cant help not to think what you are doing right now i wonder if you are thinking about me today i know i think about you every single day i find myself surronded by your lovley memorys that surrond my heart now . i cant wait baby girl to see you again to hug you once more to finally hear those words mama i love you (love you 2 sweet blue eyed angel above) mama is always here no matter what i asked about you a while back if you ever mention or ask about us the answer was (sometimes) made me sad i hide the tear from strolling down my face as i held up strong to look at that phone with your video of laughter that filled our house i wanted to hear always well babygirl know you miss us so much and the life you had here so peaceful my baby angel been so long since i seen you i find myself thinking about what you look like now how your attitude is i know its like mine you have my godly saken bright loving heart you are in a situation u cant undo , we both are im sorry this had to happen to our lil family out of all the monsters here on earth they picked the very strong bright heaven bound angel our wings are so big lil girl only we can feel them , they are heavy at times i bet you our heart and mind pulls through you will find your way back home just keep flying past this time capsule of hell together we will soon erase all memory of this bad nightmare of satans burning hell im sorry he got in , we was tricked baby all along you are my loving paradise of soo much joy i know we all love each other i also know i raised my daughter right with love soo much of it that you will find your way out and one day you will be sitting here eating your favorite scrabbled eggs you oh so love mama to cook talking carring on we will never have any memory of this year bad luck of the devils pit that got opened made its way to us now we are fighting so hard to bring toghther with so much love and sweetness that pitt of selfinishness defigured creatures will soon enough close up bounce off of us we are the joy and light together baby girl we always know what god did was somehow rite . love you so much cant wait to see my angels face again soon enough in time heals memorys of the devils ways will fade glory humblness your familys love for you will take all the heartbreak away one day sweet angel we cant wait to see your prescious lil brave face mama is a heart beat away