Healing

I know I shouldn’t listen to the sad songs because it makes me think of you but it hits home too Some days are tougher then others I begged to be sent another but yet what would that do ? Would me rebounding with someone else get me over you? I just want my mind clear of you Any and everything that reminds me of you I try to run away from I never thought that I would be so done So done over you Damn you made me look like a fool I still think about the way you once showed your love for me It makes me happy but then I think about how you constantly intentionally hurt me That’s when a mixture of sadness and madness comes in That’s when my anger kicked in You loved me until you didn’t You hurt me for the sake of it You did a good job pretending that you loved me Yes I still think of you but hopefully with time that will go away I will be okay I’m healing and getting myself back When I do I’ll be so happy that my mind is clear of you