He Made Me the Way I Am

We will talk and get along. I’ll say I really like you you will say it back, You will fall in love Just like I did. People may warn you I'm only going to make you fall for me. Then I'm going to break your little heart, Smash it into a million pieces, Set it on fire, Stamp it into the ground, And laugh in your face. Just like he did to me and does to others. I will make arguments for no reason, Act like the victim, I will cry in your arms and claim you hurt me, You will apologize profusely because you don't want to lose me, I will turn away from you and smile to myself as I fall asleep, Knowing I have got you, Right where I want you, To cause maximum pain. I see why he does it now! Destroying people’s hearts I mean! It helps! It helps to heal your own heart. To be strong enough to hurt others you have to be able to numb your own heart, As soon as I break someone’s heart I feel better! The best cure? To hurt the one that hurt me! I know it is sick, twisted and harsh but he deserves it, So now to get over him and heal my own heart I will be as selfish as him, I will cheat and break hearts and stamp on them and burn them into the ground. Until my heart is healed and safe again. Then I can be me again but not till then. I was so sweet, I was so loving, I was so childish, I was so naive Now? Now I am just like him. He made me this way.