He Lives In Me

where does God lives up there or within me if there is God in the sky why can't he hear my cry why can't he feel my pain is it because he has eyes but can't see he has ears but can't hear why do I live in constant fear if he is a good judge why is his world unfair may be there is no reason in living justly being truthfull and living uprightly why should he discriminate against me why can't he save me from slavery if he is my protector evil men becomes richer and stronger may be living a positive life is my failure who will be a good door keeper is it God or my neighbor if people around me are not truthful and helpful why won't life be so painful and stressful