He Is My Rock

My Darling:
I have a confession to make why i walked away 
Let us connect to talk as it feels a lifetime has gone by
During your absence the clock is ticking our now will 
Become a past i beg you to heal my pain and allow 
Me to recreate the moment that could last forever
As I never lost my passion loving you.

You have to understand the gravity of my sickness 
i pray to have a second chance as my thoughts were 
out of control had to take my own punishment in silence 
the day i woke up with no memory because of those attacks 
I was giving you a hard time but i loved you since day one.

When i am awake even when my thoughts abandon me 
i feel you are my a-liveliness does that make any sense to you? 
Wait for me, help me build the ruins around my brain,
allow your miraculous hands to cure me.

Due to my medications nothing makes sense to me anymore one 
day I am here another day I am unaware who I am how I look 
What I think where am I, will I live, will I die, help me feel 
Anything something help me to heal.

My Pen my friend dropped from my hand leaving me alone 
to sink and think.
Suddenly i felt my pillow was wet my forehead 
was sweating my whole body was shaking I have to let him 
Comeback like nothing ever happened I called out loud,
Come my way and stay I love you my man my lover.
I dialed his number.

Terry
Aug 20/2018

Copyright © | Year Posted 2018



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Date: 10/25/2018 3:06:00 PM
I feel for you, Terry. The expressions and emotions are palpable. Courage will bring you through!
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Therese Bacha
Date: 10/25/2018 3:15:00 PM
Thank you so much Susan, frankly those words are what i need to read. I am lonely due to my health. But being here again with all of you , i will definitely feel much better. Thank you Love Terry xoxo
Date: 10/24/2018 11:06:00 AM
Terry, yes sounds like you went through some tough times. It happens to us all although yours sounds like it was really tough. It's not easy being a human being and maintaining a steady presence. I don't do a very good job of it myself here. I sometimes vanish due to overwhelming concerns in my own life.
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Duke Beaufort
Date: 10/24/2018 11:06:00 AM
A true friend will forgive these things!!
Date: 10/2/2018 9:11:00 AM
I feel you in the poem...Nice write...All the best Therese
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Therese Bacha
Date: 10/2/2018 1:04:00 PM
Hello again, i also felt great through your deep review. A few words read can also give much joy to the writer. Thank you so much,i will be back to read your poems. love Terry xoxo
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