He Drowned Me

He drowned me Love that four letter word that requires attention. For I have drowned in these Words. I have loved so hard, and fought That i loss myself. He drowned me, he dammed me to hell, He hit me I thought this was love. I laid there an accepted my faith for I had nothing left to give. I loss myself For that four letter word. He protected me, and also rejected me I wasn't good enough for thee. Why did He continuously drown me? I started to drown myself for attention I cut myself for pleasure, he laughed He cared not for me, he wanted to All along drown me.