He Always Has My Back, He's the Creator of My Life

I didn't know how to say sorry because I've had to always bite my tongue 

Keep my eyes wide open but it feels like I still can't see at all

Staying positive and hopeful is what keeps me going you know 

But then something small happens and it gets me questioning if I'm somehow cursed 

Because the **** I go through is too much to be true 
I do recognize my blessings but at times I question God

These roads get me lost and get a little to rough 

At the end of the day though, he always has my back 

He is after all, the creator of my life 
I use to always tell my friends how bad other people have it 

To wipe their tears away, count their blessings and keep on fighting 

I'm sorry, although that seems like the right thing to do 

You're still like a glass of water, at times you get filled up to the top and feel like you're drowning 

Allow yourself to feel the pain, you're human, it's making you 

Just know he's always at your side
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February 12, 2017 at 10:08 AM
Interesting perspective. Life is difficult when you are young (I'm assuming you are by comments in your poems). Life is every changing and if we have something on which to hold to help us through the difficult nights, the sun will always come up in the morning.
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February 12, 2017 at 2:59 PM
Beautiful words.
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