He Always Has My Back, He's the Creator of My Life

I didn't know how to say sorry because I've had to always bite my tongue Keep my eyes wide open but it feels like I still can't see at all Staying positive and hopeful is what keeps me going you know But then something small happens and it gets me questioning if I'm somehow cursed Because the **** I go through is too much to be true I do recognize my blessings but at times I question God These roads get me lost and get a little to rough At the end of the day though, he always has my back He is after all, the creator of my life I use to always tell my friends how bad other people have it To wipe their tears away, count their blessings and keep on fighting I'm sorry, although that seems like the right thing to do You're still like a glass of water, at times you get filled up to the top and feel like you're drowning Allow yourself to feel the pain, you're human, it's making you Just know he's always at your side