Haven'T Got a Clue

the friends i had were ego feeders selfish through and through
i told them of the pain i had they said it wasn't true
shutting down depressed for years and  living life confused
nobody could understand so my friends they turned too 
they painted my reality a false one and it grew 
whilst i lived silent hiding a recluse sat in his room
with pain that caused me to not do things i used to do 
when suddenly i realised what no one ever knew
now they say I'm out my mind label me a delude 
the truth has caused them suffering and now their in a mood 
telling them get out my life and stay that way removed 
they still claim all the pain i felt was never ever true
and yet when asked what happened they haven't got a clue

so though i have a story they are just confused
and though i felt the pain they are in a mood 
all those years i disappeared they never had a clue
the friends i had were ego feeders selfish through and through
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