Haven'T Got a Clue

the friends i had were ego feeders selfish through and through i told them of the pain i had they said it wasn't true shutting down depressed for years and living life confused nobody could understand so my friends they turned too they painted my reality a false one and it grew whilst i lived silent hiding a recluse sat in his room with pain that caused me to not do things i used to do when suddenly i realised what no one ever knew now they say I'm out my mind label me a delude the truth has caused them suffering and now their in a mood telling them get out my life and stay that way removed they still claim all the pain i felt was never ever true and yet when asked what happened they haven't got a clue so though i have a story they are just confused and though i felt the pain they are in a mood all those years i disappeared they never had a clue the friends i had were ego feeders selfish through and through