Have I Changed

People tell me that I’m not the person I use to be Tell me what has changed about me Is the thought that I don’t want to be lonely Or is it the thought of me literally Have I strayed more away from Ty Because I busy worrying about some guy Have I gave up all my needs In this reality Just so some guy can be with me Have I changed because I’m afraid to be alone? And remained by my self Because it feels only in my mind that I need to be with someone else Have I changed because I don’t spend much time with my son? Because every day I’m always on the run Have I changed because people made me changed? Or I made my self actually Changed People don’t know how I feel or even know what’s going on with me And if they knew I wonder how would they looked or think of me Probably the same way they think or looked now What am I supposed to say to that wow? When I sit here and think about it I have changed Not because of Zaya And not because of Drew But because of the emptiness I felt inside after it felt like I lost the love of my life Ever since drew my life has changed Not because of them but because of me Feeling lonely Not knowing how to be alone Knowing that it’s ok to be alone Because being alone hurts And nobody likes being alone But I guess if that person is bringing you down There is no other option but to turn your life around Before every thing you work so hard for all comes to an end And at the end nothing has been accomplished And everything you work hard for is gone And their wont be nothing to do but think about how wrong everything has gone I guess the best thing for me to do is be alone for a while So that my life can grow And I can accomplished more than I ever wanted in life Because you never know what you have until is gone