Harder To Resist

Feeling Isolated and dejected like an outcast, From years of intimidation, humiliation and rotten past, Broken by dejectedness; a defined rejection, Life has become a hopeless situation. All I see around me is fear and pain, With my integrity and wishes painted with stain, I wish to live and try, But all I do this day is to cry. I’m gradually kicking the bucket in sorrow, What I feel is something beyond tomorrow, I still feel I’m riding on the suicide lane, Yet, I wonder whom to blame. But if this hard knock and depression continues to exist, Then submitting to eternal silence will become harder to resist.