Happy To Be Here -Re-Post

Happy to be here

Is there someone you know,
who's dark days only grow,
And they can't say, they're happy to be here

When a bright, new day breaks,
but, they're afraid to awake,
And they won't say they're happy to be here

refrain
And they can't say they're happy to be here

There's a rainbow, it's true,
it's color's,   fading hues,
And they can't find any joy in living

And a bird when it sings,
doesn't mean anything,
There's no meaning in their song of beauty


Bridge
ooh and I feel bad for them......
ooh and I feel bad for them......


And their friends, family,
just want them to be free,
but their thoughts, keep them enchained, in prison
                
          
When their hands and their feet,
have been bound endlessly,
and their only companion is sorrow


And a new day is born,
but they feel so forlorn,
and the echoes just bellow with laughter

refrain
And they can't say their happy to be here


Bridge              
oooh and I feel bad for them
oooh and I feel bad for them


Every day is a task,
so they put on new masks,
so that no one can see,  they've been crying


Like the tears of a clown,
when no one else is around,
How can anyone know what they're feeling?

Bridge                          
oooh and I feel bad for them
oooh and I feel bad for them

                                           
And they say there's a pill,
but they haven't got the will,
they say no pill, can fill, all that's empty


So they live day to day,
and they kneel down and pray
Please forgive me, dear God, for what I'm thinking
 
Bridge                                               
oooh and I feel bad for them
oooh and I feel bad for them


So you go the next day,
want to wipe their tears away,
but, you get there,  too late, to save them


Bridge
oooh and I feel bad for them
oooh and I feel bad for them


They...     
just...     
couldn't...      
say...                                                    
they're...    
happy...                                                            
to...                                                               
be...                                                          
here!




John Derek Hamilton
September 06,2016

revised and reposted
December 25,2019
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Agustin Avatar
January 27, 2020 at 12:02 AM
Thanks for sharing this. I'm with you in praying for those afflicted with such; trying to reach-out by the Lord's grace. God bless you.
Hamilton Avatar
January 27, 2020 at 10:42 AM
Thanks Beata I'm glad you see the value in this write, I'm glad you came by today and left your thoughtful comment!
Poetry Avatar
January 12, 2020 at 6:39 PM
I have a few friends away from families at this time of year and even I get those dark feelings when my kids aren't together with me. When most of the world is celebrating, those without suffer the most...a kind word goes a long way John... don't be afraid to pick up the phone or wave and smile at someone. It could be the difference in life or death.
Hamilton Avatar
January 12, 2020 at 7:41 PM
Hey Tim nice to see you pass by my way, I'm glad you see the usefulness of this warning, I have helped many off the ledge in my time, chronic depression is a killer,, especially if they don't want to take meds, vicious circle. Thanks for your thoughts! Wow you and Leanne at the same time, I must be doing something right lol!
Labyrinth Avatar
January 12, 2020 at 5:56 PM
This is a subject I am very close to and it is important for those who are suffering depression, in all it's guises, to know that they are never truly alone, that there are people who do care and will listen and support and assist with refuge (monitored or not, safe housing or accommodated in a refuge/ or medical facility). It is also important that those not suffering depression, not play it off lightly (and ignore it as something less, than what it really is... a condition, that when bad enough, and the sufferer has become totally isolated, can result in suicide). It is important for all, who are fortunate to be in a healthy mental state to be aware of those around them and to not hesitate to reach out to those who are suffering...as hard as some people may find that act of kindness.
Labyrinth Avatar
January 12, 2020 at 6:14 PM
Christmas is one of the worst times for people with severe depression to commit suicide. Depression, though, has no real season, it's a constant. Yes, I think you should post it yearly around Christmas. xx
Hamilton Avatar
January 12, 2020 at 6:12 PM
Thanks Leanne, I'm glad to see that you understand the value of this write, I'm thinking of posting it yearly. I like your comment saying we should not brush it off when a depressed person is in need, it can...and does lead to suicide...hence the write!
Labyrinth Avatar
January 12, 2020 at 6:05 PM
Very profound and important message relayed through your lyrics John. x
Aurora Avatar
January 9, 2020 at 4:15 PM
This is something that should be posted again and again to remind us of the internal struggle that some have. Sometimes people really need to look more closely into the hearts of those around them. Unfortunately, a lot of people are very clever at hiding their pain from people because they don't want to be a "burden". A simple hello, or a reminder of how they are missed when they are not around can make a huge difference to everyone's life really. Great post John.
Hamilton Avatar
January 9, 2020 at 5:18 PM
So true MA, thanks for your insightful comment. The problem is we can't read hearts, if they put on their mask then no one knows they are crying, no easy solution for it, for sure. Thanks again!
Chiri Avatar
January 9, 2020 at 5:20 AM
Suicide is a choice some make thinking it will end suffering when in fact it brings so much more to those who love them! Great awareness John!;)
Hamilton Avatar
January 9, 2020 at 9:12 AM
Thanks Brenda
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January 6, 2020 at 2:51 PM
My mother suffered from severe bouts of depression almost daily, John. I tried but didn't know how to help her. I hope a lot of people take this message to heart. Excellent poem, John. Hugs, carolyn
Hamilton Avatar
January 6, 2020 at 3:00 PM
Thanks Carolyn, for those with chronic depression only medication helps, the hard part is getting them to take it. Sorry this has touched you, I feel for all those who suffer!
Dietrich Avatar
January 2, 2020 at 9:28 PM
back here to say thanks for your sonnet contest and that I was on the list. I hope your new year is wonderful, John.
Hamilton Avatar
January 3, 2020 at 11:52 AM
Thanks Andrea, the competition was very good, the winners I think were the best, and many great sonnets had to be left off, so I'm glad you're happy with placing!
Adams Avatar
December 31, 2019 at 11:58 PM
powerful John and so poignant...i know of so many (students and teachers) that i knew that had that weak moment when they didn't feel like they wanted to be here... sad when a person reaches that point... Good Write... Happy New Year my friend...i don't know how i missed this one but glad i saw it now... hugs
Hamilton Avatar
January 1, 2020 at 11:47 AM
Thanks Sandy, it is sad but I think if people really had a purpose they wouldn't give up on life. Also family breakdown leads to loneliness, and regret later. Let's hope this year brings happiness, although I believe happiness is a conscious choice state of mind, not dependent on our circumstances.
Ligon Avatar
December 31, 2019 at 11:05 AM
Powerful lyrics! Thanks for sharing again at this time of year that can be so dark and lonely for some. I lost a coworker to suicide last year. It's chilling.
Hamilton Avatar
December 31, 2019 at 11:59 AM
Thanks for the nice comment Juliet, I appreciate the visit. It's true, depression is insidious and if left unchecked kills!
Dietrich Avatar
December 27, 2019 at 8:41 PM
I love this one. it's so thoughtful to post it at this time of year when suicides are prevelent. Very well done, John and I am glad you liked my poem in your last contest.
Hamilton Avatar
December 27, 2019 at 9:15 PM
Thanks Andrea glad you liked it, have you seen my new contest, best 2019 sonnet, check it out!
Flower Avatar
December 27, 2019 at 3:32 PM
loved this piece! i can relate so much.. really wonderful
Hamilton Avatar
December 27, 2019 at 5:11 PM
Thanks so much UF I think the first visit here, welcome to my page. Glad you enjoyed, sorry if you can relate, better days ahead!
Shields Avatar
December 26, 2019 at 5:23 PM
Great piece of work, very relatable. x
Hamilton Avatar
December 26, 2019 at 5:52 PM
Thanks Jane, glad you came by today with your nice comment, welcome to my page, I will have to visit yours now!
One Avatar
December 26, 2019 at 9:16 AM
yes, you are right... when so many are having fun, so many are feeling down... a very important lyric my friend..
Hamilton Avatar
December 26, 2019 at 9:44 AM
Thanks Silent, with families breaking down in society, many are not with their families, and especially now feel the acute pain of being alone, but suicide is not the answer. Thank you for your support on this issue!
Pandit Avatar
December 26, 2019 at 7:19 AM
I really loved the tune of this metaphoric write--even though it speaks of a sad and serious matter. The bridge and refrain enhance the theme beautifully.
Hamilton Avatar
December 26, 2019 at 9:43 AM
Thanks Vijay, I thought it was timely to re-post this one at this time of the year, many I know, even poets who are alone feel it more at this time of the year. Thanks for your constant and positive support!
Robinson Jr. Avatar
December 26, 2019 at 5:05 AM
A very poignant and relatable poem, John. It is very touching and timely. Your lyrics speak the sparkling truth concerning a dark reality. Another gem that I missed ... I joined PSoup in 10/16.
Hamilton Avatar
December 26, 2019 at 9:40 AM
Thanks Freddie, I do know how many do suffer acute loneliness especially this time of year. Family breakdown in society contributes to many being alone and not with their families. Suicide is not the answer, although it's difficult to get through to these ones. Thanks for your always astute observations!
Nicole Avatar
December 25, 2019 at 8:23 PM
John, your words tug deeply at my heart. You are the voice for those that don't have one. So many feel this way. (I feel bad for them) too. There are so many blessings out there, to enjoy. No one is truly ever alone. Tender sigh. ~ Brandy
Hamilton Avatar
December 26, 2019 at 9:37 AM
Thanks Brandy, I do worry this time of the year, many are alone and feel their loneliness more acutely now. I do try to speak for anyone in that situation. You're right we are never alone God is with us! Thanks for your kind words!
Scars Avatar
December 25, 2019 at 6:58 PM
great one dear John! Happy holidays to you and yours. Blessings from across the miles x:-)-luloo
Hamilton Avatar
December 25, 2019 at 7:26 PM
Actually I just remembered I wrote this after learning what happened to your sister over 3 years ago, funny how you ended up coming here today to read this one!
Hamilton Avatar
December 25, 2019 at 7:23 PM
Thanks Laura glad to see you pass by my way, thanks for the greetings, all my best to you and your family, my thanks for all your visits and all your support to my contests this year!
Sands Avatar
December 25, 2019 at 3:00 PM
Merry Christmas John. You write so many songs that others can relate to and your empathy is far reaching. Well done :)
Hamilton Avatar
December 25, 2019 at 4:18 PM
Thanks Heidi glad you came by and left a nice comment! All the best to you and your family!
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