Happy Birthday In Heaven

Happy Birthday my Dearest Son.
I hope your day will be Awesome! 
I know you're sitting up there sharing all
your favorite foods.
Setting up your buffet,  with wings, pizza, salsa, 
chips galore, your red hot sauce and German cake.

I am a bit sad you're there and I am not.
You are happy celebrating and going on without me.
I know your having the time of your life, while
I'm trying to make the best of your birthday here.
I can't  seem to move on without you.
Happy Birthday Son.

This is how it's gonna be here on Earth for me.
Each day to get up and remember to breathe and
try to find a 'New Normal' I must go on.
So this April day I will end it with movies of you 
when you were little.
and me ending the day,saying I Love You and I
miss you so.
So goodnight my son I bought you a card, make you 
German chocolate  cake. 

I missed your hugs today, so thank - you for letting  me
share your special day.
My heart is breaking, my mind still trying to understand 
why you had to go and leave me behind. 
It is 11:59p.m here and soon your birthday will be over,
But I still wish you could  have been here in person.
Happy Birthday ??  Son! 
Love always, 
Mom

Dedicated to my son Jason  Clark who was killed and taken 
from me November 5, 2017 in a horrific scooter accident. 
Jasons Birthday  was April 9th 1977.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018


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Date: 5/18/2018 12:11:00 AM
Tomorrow is both mine and my son's birthday. Your writing certainly says it all. He was murdered almost five years ago and every birthday I wonder how I can keep going on, but yet I do. Our "new normal" is certainly a tough path to follow. Thinking of you and your precious boy.
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