Happiness Murdered By Men

How could I not ever see My life would be painfully Full of wrong, sorrow and sadness No love, happiness or gladness Would find me cause from the start My young fragile broken heart Would be used time and again For selfish reasons full of sin That should not be put upon A weak heart that isn't strong Enough to defend it from All the damage you have done From my birth to teens and more Leaving me broken and sore How could you treat me so mean All the torture I have seen A role model you were not Tearing my whole world apart Because of you I can not stand Being near another man It is frightful when one's near My minds saying to beware Of the things that he might do See what you have put me through No relationships I've had It is scary and so sad Because I will never know The real love someone can show As nightmares of any guy Make me quiver, freak and cry I'll forever be alone From all the "love" you have shown