Handle This

A girl would flee and hide from fear As I from you did disappear. No explanation but I think you know And so resolved to let me go, The faded thrill of flaunted kisses Sparking through my reminisces In twelve months time has let hope fall Will I even see you at all? And on my return so little was new, These thoughts are overrun with you All was soon as it had rested, With you my core is still infested. This sometime draining dark unpleasance Now occupies me with its presence, So is the norm for hearts in hell To suffer knowing all will be well. Matured, these conflicts must be faced; No more of the best days can I waste, Your smiling eyes I must enjoy Before they will my mind destroy, Grown arms wrapped tightly round your neck Before they will my friendships wreck, We're changing but not blooming yet Your foolish plans still make me fret, And so to I once more you flee 'Til all my mind is gone from me And all the patience as you outpour For a lifetime would a woman endure.