Halo

I've never been here before 
Why is it so dark? 
This place is unfamiliar, 
So cold and unforgiving, 
I can hear wide open spaces 
And feel something close to me. 

There's got to be a way out of here 
But how much pain 
How many deaths 
Lay between here and where I want to be? 

Scared stiff, don't move a muscle 
Thank god I'm still alive, 
Safest place to be 
s'where I've been standing all along. 

God damn, just take my hand, 
Lead me out of here. 
I can see you when I close my eyes 
Your halo burning bright, 
I catch your ghost just for a moment 
When I open them again. 
Where'd you go, please take me there, 
It's where I want to be. 

Out of here 
Away from here 
It's where I want to be. 

What's that sound? Something's moving, 
Something dark and huge and heavy. 
What's that light? Something's shining, 
It must have been in hiding 
Behind what's hunting me. 

It's moving further, getting dimmer, 
Fading faster back to black. 
Can't see my feet but hear them running, 
Cool air rushing by me. 
Can't see my breath but feel my chest, 
And the nest of coals inside it. 

What's going on 
I was safer where I stood, 
Why am I chasing in the dark 
After your fading golden halo? 

Running blind- I shouldn't say that, 
I chase the only thing I've ever seen. 
Gaining slowly it comes closer, 
I see now a little truer 
A horizon burning brighter, 
(I've) not laid these eyes on it before. 

How did I go so gently into this cold starless night? 
How do I not remember what the day had brought ashore? 

Jumping hurdles I can't see 
Landing gracefully on 
Roots and rocks and rolling ankles,
Feeling so less safe than I am sorry. 
Limping, bleeding, scarlet drops in darkness, 
A trailing crimson tail behind me shows I must be getting closer. 
Pits and claws and stakes and jaws 
Crawling now and gaining still. 

Lighter, brighter, shining down, 
Your halo there above me. 
I've made it, I have won, 
Your honey bathes me well again. 

But I am tired and I must sleep, 
Here on the ground close at your feet. 
Let me close my eyes and pray that if they open 
This was more than just a dream.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Kimathi Avatar
April 14, 2016 at 11:20 AM
Greetings Cameron. Congrats for having your work featured in the Poetry Soup homepage!!! ;-)
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April 15, 2016 at 7:24 AM
Welcome! ;-)
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April 14, 2016 at 1:36 PM
Whoa! I didn't even see that, thanks for telling me!
Gasun Avatar
April 13, 2016 at 10:20 AM
This is really wonderful! Congratulations on your win! Thanks for sharing! love and hugs, Galeo
Kimathi Avatar
April 12, 2016 at 8:01 AM
Congrats Cameron, for your placement with this wonderful piece!!! ;-)
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April 11, 2016 at 7:39 PM
Hi Cameron, Congrats on your win with this powerful write. Cheers, Brian
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April 11, 2016 at 3:26 AM
Your marvelous poem took me on SOME journey Cameron. Congratulations on your well deserved win! #7 ; )
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April 10, 2016 at 11:15 PM
Cameron, Congratulations on your LOVE OF POETRY win. ~always~ LINDA
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April 10, 2016 at 7:39 PM
Congrats on your placement in this contest, well deserved
Smith Avatar
April 10, 2016 at 6:55 PM
Congratulations Cameron, well done...
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April 10, 2016 at 2:00 PM
Congratulations on your placement Cameron...hugs, Abo
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April 10, 2016 at 12:47 PM
Cameron, congrats on your placement in the contest :)-luloo
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April 10, 2016 at 12:21 PM
Cameron, I enjoyed this one, nicely written, the line breaks added the necessary elongated pauses for effect, nice imagery and a suspenseful unanswered question in the last stanza. Thanks for entering the contest.
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April 4, 2016 at 5:14 AM
"Hi Cameron, Welcome to poetry soup. It is a nice platform to express ur views through poem. It is said that "The arc of love and affection always bends to form a circle of contentment". Here we are tied with a relation of friendship.We are encouraging each other to improve confidence.It is nice to have a friend like u. Wish u a fruitful journey ahead. Take care.......hugs.""
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