Hallucinations Pt2

I've been lookin' in the mirror The future is blurred, the present is here I'm lured and stirred In a maze, and I'm too insane you will gaze in this if you can hurt Cause when you are raised in with choosing pain instead of gainin' faces You knew to learn The ways of this life, it took me a strife It took me aside, put light into my eyes I'm truly a bind 'tween you me and I the sight in one eye, can you see I'm blind? I don't cite the world as a half drawn picture If so I will finish it, diminish this scripture I'll just keep livin' in this sinister fixture You'll be shocked if you're touched by this elixir This is me trying to see the good everything I should writing my mind until cant seem to find it, (Like I could) Even if I lost it, couldn't walk to even search for it Is it worth the pouring rain, I'm searching like its important