Grown up views, dreams forgotten

I look up to the sky Remembering past dreams Wondering where the dreamer went Looking back to the past. Having lived and loved Sacrificed and gave everything to those who won my heart Now I look at this moment wondering what the hell I did. Sold my dreams for a broken kiss and a hundred thousand times Looking to the future, Wondering where to start, Looking at the past dreams, Looking to the sky Missing old loves, missing old things. Wondering what can I do to find who I am? I look at the world now with jaded eyes. Wishing for a good thing to last, Wondering if it ever could. Wondering how the world is so cruel To break things down, build them up, destroying love and hate like a toy in a dream.