Growing Pains
From innocence
Straight to womanhood
From worrying about my dolls
To worrying that you wouldn’t like the outfit
I threw on in a matter of seconds
From being a small child
To not being small enough
From feeling like I could rule the universe
To feeling like I am being swallowed whole by it
From being content
To falling into a state of depression
Engaging in everything
Directing towards not having any energy
Proving I am in pain
The pain has meaning
I am self-destructive,
In hope my behavior will speak for me,
Hoping I will not have to speak the truth
Engaging in a silent clash with others,
Seeing who is in more pain,
Nobody will ever win
Copyright © Natalya Muniz | Year Posted 2018
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