Growing Pains

Growing Pains

The fearful child inside of you
Says that’s who you still are.

The wounds inflicted when we’re young
Can leave behind a scar.

You’ll never amount to anything,
You’re not worthy to be here

And so he puts his doubts in me
His anxiety, his fear

A self-fulfilling prophecy
That’s impossible to bear

And so some go along life’s road
Completely unaware

Others are told you can do as you will
Never mind what others feel

Just enjoy your life and take what you want
You can lie and cheat and steal

But you never seem to feel satisfied,
You know deep down it’s not true

It’s just because they didn’t sacrifice
And spend more time with you

So you spend your life trying to fill the gap
With never ending stuff

This vicious cycle of events
That’s never quite enough.

But when will you both
Get it in your head

Love others as yourself 
The wise man said

A.Jarvis Circa 2006
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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February 17, 2017 at 5:46 AM
>>You’ll never amount to anything, You’re not worthy to be here ------- That's exactly how I imagined the whole world was yelling at me when younger, all the time. It took me decades of excruciatingly painful effort to regain my right to live.
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February 17, 2017 at 5:38 AM
I love this poem so much.
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