Good Morning Copout

I wake up and youy said and you told me and encouraged me not to smoke because it was killing me does it matter? If im a liar? i dont remember anymore they were always there everyday the cars always sped away and i never heard the alarms when i was living for the dead trying and crying going and rolling flowing and slowly showing you your not alone You know me soo well i sing all alone I walk and talk like a rebel it goes on and on and on and on i dont know how to drive into a wall of smoke and burning desire But into your arms of trust where you know me i go forward to scream it out and im om my own living the strange wave Im here Im Here IM HERE Am I Alone? Can anyone hear me? do you see me? can you smell me? do you still touch me? where does this story go.... the horn goes.... you wake up! you scream awake have a shower, drink some coffee say a little [rayer.... and admit defeat