Gone
You know it's ironic,but it just came to my mind that today was the day I said my
last goodbye to you,four years you have been gone and I'm ok til it crosses my
mind than my heart hurts for the one I love,this is the day that her heart stopped
breathing because you no longer would appear before our eyes,with all that has
gone on in the last couple of years,before losing you two I felt there was nothing
that I couldn't handle,because I was alway's looking out for you two,but now the
minutes just become hours the hours become days and those turn into month's
for me and finally years,where as most can stop and sit down and enjoy their
time with family I feel as if I have to keep going because I don't have that family to
sit down on the side and watch the rat race of the world go by,I no longer have
that warmth of being able to turn to my past and speak with you who knows me
through the years when no one else did I can share my heart only to find like my
friendships trying to be misguided,cautious of those I speak with my heart
hurts at not having that voice to hear me out,to say I can't lie and say I know what
your going thru,but I can give you a hug to show that their are arms out there, to
show you,that all though you maybe alone in the world, the weight does not sit on
you alone,and when you try to understand people know this you'll never
understand people,for all that your mother gave you she tried so hard to protect
you from all that she was not sure of,so for all that you will face or see learn as
you move through the world be a student of what comes your way,see what she
kept you from learning and see why she did it ,try to be as you alway's have been
but understand one thing no one will ever understand you,for in so much you
have grown but in so many way's you are still like a child yourself learning to
understand why people are not whom they seem to be,sleep my child for now
you must rest,the day will be new and the problems will be the same,but know
that you must alway's remain true to you,be truthful to you and you will have no
problem being truthful to others.
Copyright © G. Bosien | Year Posted 2006
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