Gone

Anxiety in my chest Bearing myself for heartbreak, Calm? Desperate? Everything seems wrong, Fiction, my life is a lie. Gone, Here, I'm not really here. Just stop, Know the truth. Let me forget, My mind needs to forget, Nothing at all, yet everything. Open your eyes, Please do it for me. Quit lying to yourself, Remember happiness, Stay with me. Try to listen, Unriddle my heart, Vintage records, my heart will skip. Win me over, X marks the spot, You left me waiting, Wishing you and me were we.