God, I'M Weak

God I’m WEAK…I thought that I was strong
And then I realized I couldn’t do this on my own
Lord I feel so alone….where has everybody gone?
Where are My “friends till the end “ in the end….everybody’s gone
Lord give me direction…..I know I’ve slipped in mess when
 I should’ve listened to you…. now I just sit here in depression
 
God I’m WEAK…
All I need is you ….but  your face not your hands
I need another “one more chance”, reveal to me  your plans
Now I can’t sleep….b/c all I do is keep…on thinking about the week
when I shoulda been reading your Word
but I was sleeping around being a freak
 
God I’m WEAK…
But Lord it’s you I seek, I’m trying to reach higher
I’ve been labeled as a whore, player, hypocrite…liar
That I should give it up  this Christian walk..just retire
like there’s no chance…..no way that I can please the Messiah
 
God I’m WEAK….
Lord I know that people will judge me on my past and….
 it’s even harder when I  can’t even look past it
Although it’s Past tense…I see it in my future
I try to change, but I still do the things that I’m used to
 
God I’m STRONG…
Because my Past doesn’t define me
It doesn’t end here….so here is where they won’t find me
I’m tired of landing on my back…it’s time I land on my feet
I’m not turning back ….it’s time for a new season…so bye heat
I know I reap what I sow…What’s happened in the past is done
So I gotta move forward and keep my eyes on the prize…. The SON

Copyright © | Year Posted 2012



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