God Damn

I know this won't
last long like this
One morning, I will
drop my heart into
the hands of a
beggar
I don't care who
says what!
I can't stand any
more
I am tired of living
you without you
You won't come back
anyway
I feel like I will
go mad
God damn! ..

I find myself
roaming around where
you used to be
It feels like you
will appear right
behind the corner
It feels like you
are waiting for me
at the bus stops
A few days ago, I
met someone on the
same street
The hair, the eyes,
the looks, just like
you
I ran with
excitement
And for the first
time in my life, I
was slapped
God damn! ...


The world is in
fires
Wars are all around
us
People are dying of
hunger in Africa
And it looks like I
will die of being
without you
Do you care?
Who knows where the
hell you are!
God damn! ..

No matter which
table I sit at
They serve me the
drink you like
My vase is filled
with the flowers you
like
And in my lips, the
songs you like
I celebrate your
birthdays without
you
And every morning, I
pray for your
happiness
Whatever I do,
wherever I go
You are after me
like my death
God damn! ..


Mine is a love like
this
At this time, in
this age
You are right, I
will never grow up
The best is to end
this life
Or to let my body go
off the scariest
cliffs
Into the endless
seas
But I have you
inside
What if something
happens to you?
God damn! ..

Copyright © | Year Posted 2013



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