God Damn

I know this won't last long like this One morning, I will drop my heart into the hands of a beggar I don't care who says what! I can't stand any more I am tired of living you without you You won't come back anyway I feel like I will go mad God damn! .. I find myself roaming around where you used to be It feels like you will appear right behind the corner It feels like you are waiting for me at the bus stops A few days ago, I met someone on the same street The hair, the eyes, the looks, just like you I ran with excitement And for the first time in my life, I was slapped God damn! ... The world is in fires Wars are all around us People are dying of hunger in Africa And it looks like I will die of being without you Do you care? Who knows where the hell you are! God damn! .. No matter which table I sit at They serve me the drink you like My vase is filled with the flowers you like And in my lips, the songs you like I celebrate your birthdays without you And every morning, I pray for your happiness Whatever I do, wherever I go You are after me like my death God damn! .. Mine is a love like this At this time, in this age You are right, I will never grow up The best is to end this life Or to let my body go off the scariest cliffs Into the endless seas But I have you inside What if something happens to you? God damn! ..