Go With the Flow

I keep thinking about you. This wouldn't be a problem if I didn't want you. If I didn't have a man. Someone who seems so perfect for me. Someone who won't understand if I leave him. But do I want to I am so conflicted. I shiver from your touch but I also shiver from his. You make me smile constantly but so does his sweet words begging for forgiveness. I desire your touch. When i'm around you I desire you more than anything. You have me thinking about what I want to do to you. But oh god I have a man. What am I to do? I don't want to be alone; yet i'm tired of being confused. Who do I to choose?