Giving Up On Being Human

There is a pain in my heart, feels like someone's been throwing darts. Yet another waking moment feeling sad seems like every things going bad. Wanting to pull away, all I want is my getaway. I just can't clear my mind, it feels like I'm always two steps behind. I'm finding everything to much and hard to comprehend could this be the end?. I'm just losing faith in the human touch, as people just couldn't care enough. They watch while knowing just watch and stare.