Ghosted Green Dot

Damn Green Dot! Before I even met you something in me knew.. I'd listen to my iTunes and songs made me think of you. When you'd walk by I'd get excited without really knowing why. If we made eye contact I'd look away.. bashful, nervous, shy.. When we shared that dream I felt connected..ever since then..it's true. I enjoyed getting to know you more and more..and flirting with you too. ;) You made me laugh..made my days brighter.. they're darker without you here. I feel like I ruined it all because I wanted more..and that's made me shed some tears. I cant believe you disappeared without at least goodbye After months and months of getting close It often makes me cry. I moved too fast and I do suppose It's far time I let you go; But I don't want to..I miss my friend And I thought that you should know This isn't how I pictured it or how I want it to end. I see the damn green dot and get so hopeful Will today be the day I hear? Probably not.. Nope. Never again.. That's really what I fear. But your charms and your allure just drew me in So I can't help but shed a tear. If what we had was just a dream Then never wake me, dear. You'll never know how much I think of you And I'm hopeful when I say That if you knew you were on my mind so much You wouldn't let me slip away. That's not so realistic because I know you need the space To get over whatever it is you're feeling Seems you want me gone without a trace. What we shared was not made up and that's probably why I'm reeling Thoughts all over.. feeling insane and all I want is healing. So say goodbye and nice to know you, pretend you never cared at all Because it's easier than wondering all day long if you ever think of me of if you'll ever call. Just know that you'll missed so much and should we meet again I hope you at least wave hello and consider me a friend.