Ghost


You stole my voice;
Then, handed it back on a platter 
           - of silence -
Threats dominated my ability 
      - to express myself -
You wanted to turn me numb
so that I was no longer a living being
Smiles would erase everything
Secrets would always be kept
Funny how "your' voice;
             - kept going -
Haunting my mind for years
Yes, you are still there;
      - but you are a ghost to me -
A ghost who chose evil
Used your free will to control
      - with the pretension -
that you could actually 'love'
You cant; you never could
For someone stole not your voice,
             - but your soul -
I was just a being in your emptiness
I lived, preserved my beliefs and conscience
Here I am, but I cannot see you
You will always be a ghost
I will always keep healing
I broke the silence, long ago
I don't hide in the shadows
I am who I am; i survived the unthinkable!
I wept for what I never had
and for what I had and lost
I screamed truth from mountain tops
I chose to be authentic
Now, I stand in 'my own' quiet silence and peace
I am looking down upon the wreckage
                    - It is yours -
        - You no longer haunt me -

Heidi Sands

9/17/26

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Etgen-Baker Avatar
September 17, 2026 at 4:30 PM
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Sands Avatar
September 17, 2026 at 5:54 PM
Thank you Sara. I am grateful to receive your feedback from you taking time to read many poems tonight. :)
De Beaulieu Avatar
September 17, 2026 at 3:04 PM
Hello Heid, It is always best to let the pain go. If not it will hurt you for a long time. Hugs. /Darlene/😊
Sands Avatar
September 17, 2026 at 3:07 PM
Thank you Darlene. I appreciate your comment :)
Goldsmith Avatar
September 17, 2026 at 11:08 AM
WOW!!! I enjoyed reading your powerful write. I can feel your pain here. Great Last Line... FAV for me... Hugs...  Have a Very Blessed Day Writing Away................
Sands Avatar
September 17, 2026 at 1:02 PM
Wow Paula. I am happy you enjoyed this and consider it a fave too! Thank you. I appreciate it. Hugs :)
Sands Avatar
September 17, 2026 at 7:21 AM
Submitted: 9/17/26
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