Get and Give

Never, never, ever would I imagined, Meeting someone like you. Absolutely amazing, outstanding and great. You are a breath of fresh air, Who swept me off my care, Though I know you cannot be mine, So I will take all that is due and let the sunshine, For so long this was an absence previously. Thus I will get what only you my man can only give. Now I kinda feel troubled with my feelings, But can only dream that our sessions will mature, For I know my sanity rests in an appropriate future, Again I must tell myself that he is not yours, And the core I require is in someone else’s heart, Then there is a little bit which I get and which he gives. I so want to end this with him right now, But I know my life would get back to the drudgery, And this is the state of mind I cannot be, So I will rather let him give whatever and whenever, I will get it and I will cherish it with all my heart.