Future Choice

Relieved yet slightly distorted, My stress is so unrouted, My energy is slaughtered I feel so tired, but loaded. I want to write, Write endlessly Till the time ends furiously I will still be writing continuously, My eyeballs in pain, the cravings so insane, I feel on a incline. Soon the move to change my life only I choose to release the beehive through motivating drive, To success I can arrive. In the beauty of achievement I want to dive, That is something that will keep me so alive, Determining my future am I? Im afraid to show my skill, It is just so uncertain that I feel. I am scared to fail, I maintain just staying pale That just brings me closer to the day But then I say I will be okay, That will just lead me more far away, That is not the way. To complete the education essay.