Full Life

Suicidal thoughts got me messed up Stressed up, depressed bruh This smile that am wearing is my personality getting dressed up Tryna be the man for the occasion The top of the class I ain’t even the best me Thinking hurts, sad is that You know the deep late thoughts? We all have them right? Feels like my mind is against me Tryna put up a tough fight Looking at all those around Family in my head causing me to hate Just cos we share the same blood It doesn’t mean that we relate I’m here trying to live a full life Grow old, stay strong Do it all with my loving wife Provide the best for my kids lives Look after all the family But how I supposed to fulfil a life, If all I wanna do is die here tonight?