Frustration

Feeling like a complete failure Going to bed waking up the next morning hiding of shame I'm stuck in a place and need to push myself past I'm losing energy I need help I would say a riddle to myself keep searching and you will find the pain that lies behind my eyes It goes the same for you My God I hear you saying that to me I would find I would find and stopped reading but it's the same message every time I want that to be our way of life our routine counsel from written words I want you do show me like I showed you in a reasoning manner not demanding Each has they're own decisions to make choices to make way they live they're life We may have very different consciences But it doesn't mean ones right and the others wrong These are things I try to show you to help you understand my reasoning comes from the scriptures It always has all our fights and thoughts on matters never really agreed So matter do others don't I hope you can see that that might change We can't control the others conscience it comes naturally on it own it only through scripture and understand We might live separate lives we might live one but it's our own standing against God not with each other