Frustrated

Writer's block I curse at thee. For you retain and censor my thoughts. You keep me in. I want out. Let me go. Save me. This pain cannot leave, as you wall it in. I stab at thee! As you stab at me. Let me out! I want the rush, the sorrow. I want my blood to flow. Thine memory let it be, but moveth to the longest, farthest road. Enjoyeth thoughst mine own feeling. Poetry is a gift, a violent-less violence. Steam filled train with a ticket to nowhere. Let it burst through the gates and let it be. STOP STOP STOP just leave I am frustrated beyond repair and you frustrate me MORE. STOP Oh Captain, my Captain rescue the damned and I as well I want more than this Do not punish me for my treacherous way. Please teach me. I, I, I I just want to know her warmth. I just. I just, feel so cornered yet so open. I, please, I just. Leave. Forget it. I'll figure it out. Maybe.