Frienemy:Guarded

It's a lie, all a lie Time has not the power to heal While you were gone Our enemy took opportunity to steal He pulled my heart to desire Set my members on fire with yearning I got to have a friend A better one than you had ever been but...learning ~the price~ Screw it all, I need no one I will soon rid myself of tears I hate cowardice, in warriors I will conquer my consuming fears Kindness often walks in silence Rage suppressed leads to violence with time Anger expressed needed less So, Mama, I did my best with...my...mind ~Divided~ Did you know you were my hope You were my rock, my only escape Demons lived in my Christian home Angels dwelt in your faith A door ahead beckoned us, come in We took our moment as though time had not not been without separation Others joined, but I had no room On my hopeless grieving loom without...careful...investigation ~of Frienemies~